True Calling

I've had this nagging feeling inside that tells me I haven't truly found my calling. Although this startup thing is exciting, most of the time I feel like I am not fully maximizing the talents and gifts God had given me.

And as I get older, I feel like time is slipping away and I am not doing what God designed me to do.

I suspect this is also the reason that I feel so much anxiety and stress towards my current work.

So over the weekend I prayed to God asking him to reveal wisdom to me in this area. I basically said, "what would you like me to do my God - how can I best utilize what you have given me in serving others?"

I think this morning God may have done just that. The vague notion of what I might be doing (instead of this startup thing) started to come into focus more. First, it was through a phone call that I received unexpectedly, and secondly through a conversation with my lovely wife.

What I heard this morning are oh-so consistent with what my gut has been telling me all along.

This going to be a very interesting year.

Something tells me a year from now I will be doing something totally different.